February 2010
3 posts
inner peace
it makes me happy to know that you’re happy. stay like this, promise me. even though we cant be together, and even though things didnt work out the way we hoped it would, i wish you the best and know that… i will always be here supporting you, in the heart. <3
forever, 21.
it’s officially, my birthday :o)
what’s even more exciting is that today, i am starting anew. a fresh new start to a brand new me. to a new path ahead because in life, we only move foward.
renewed goals:
100% in all that i do.
January 2010
2 posts
happiness shouldnt only be based on liking a guy or a relationship. it’s really about being comfortable in your own skin and knowing and pursuing what’s really important. not about living for the sake of gaining someone’s attention. when the time is right, it will come. and we have to believe that.
things always happen for a reason.
there are going to be the good and the bad,...
truth.
i finally realized what i want. i now want to just go with the flow and just date. to just discover myself and to really find out what i really want in life. in a man. in myself.
i realized how uptight i could be about things. always wanting things to work out perfectly. this imaginative mind that i have, im not going to get rid of but i need to be more rational about things sometimes.
i deserve...
December 2009
2 posts
“Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you.”
November 2009
6 posts
i can do this.
i cant write. why do i feel like such a failure. my thoughts on things never come across the way i want them to. it really frustrates me and i wish i could build up the confidence i used to have in writing. how am i going to do that? by reading and writing more. It just frustrates me because I feel like every time i write, I’m scared that it does not make sense to people. I feel like I do...
wishing upon a shooting star.
Tuesday, 11/17/09 1:30am
Today was the Leonides meteor shower. Few of my friends and i went to experience this shower at turtle rock and it was quite my first time experience.
Throughout the whole time, i missed seeing two in the beginning. However, it felt almost meant to be that because i missed those first two shooting stars, the very first one i’ve seen in my life was one of the...
how do you know
when you like someone.
what does it mean to like someone? why do i feel so numb. why do i feel so emotionally blocked from the world. from people. from significant others. am i just scared? to get hurt…?
my TA shared something with us last week and i think she helped me how to find my inner feelings again. she related with me when she shared with us that when she falls in love, she falls...
forgetful.
why do i have to care so much. about others. about how other’s perceive me. i feel like i’m never doing enough for my friends and even myself.
I feel so aloof about things and i feel so bad every time i forget jokes, stories and memories that i want to remember.
Do you ever have that nostalgic feeling that makes you so frustrated because you heard something but can’t recall it...
friends and life.
there’s so much that i learn every single day. and i feel more than blessed to say that, today was one of those many days where i feel like i’m starting to learn more and more about myself, how everything i learn in a day is helping me become stronger, wiser and more successful.
i went to training today and then had a VIP conference with a few friends. After the conference with...
October 2009
4 posts
Mom and Dad
i was just reading a short novel called “My Kid Sister” and there was a scene where it talked about how the mom took her daughter to the park everyday after school/work.
It gave me the sudden urgency to jot it down because it made me reminisce the late afternoons when my parents used to take me and my little brother (he was probably 4 or 5 yrs old) to the park after picking him up...
12am
It’s been about 4 years since I’ve slept so early. I guess i’ve been pretty much sleep deprived the past several years because i woke up feeling so refreshed and rejuvenated—almost a resurrection of some sort (haha… or more like, that boost of energy you get when you eat a mushroom in Mario Kart).
I love keeping myself busy and having something different to do every...
I'm the chapter to your title.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NHyGANyFZE
Tristan Prettyman_The Story
Well I’m the icing on the cake I’m the secret ingredient you’re missing Down the sidewalk but not complete And I’m the reason that, baby you’re tripping On decisions you didn’t make I’m the chance you chose not take And I’m the one you wish you were kissin’ Pray for clear...
Only dead fish go with the flow.
It’s been a really long time since i’ve seen two of the most inspirational guys in my life. It was a lot of fun and by the end of the night, my body was so relaxed that I to bed early and woke up early to start the day right.
We went to grab dinner and brought the food back to Justin’s place to eat. We chilled, caught up on each other’s life, captured the moment on...
June 2009
1 post
bittersweet.
I’m leaving for shanghai in less than a week and I’m stoked. Yet, I’m not as excited as i imagined myself to be when i realized that there were only 4 more days of living with my bestfriends. As excited as i am to live in my new place next year, i’d choose to live with my current roomies in the same place… in a heart beat. :(
i just realized how much stuff i have to...
May 2009
1 post
Love, I make it Unconditional
Jason Mraz- Lucky
Another quarter/school year that flew by. Here I am, only been home in LA for just a night and I already miss being “home… away from home.”—my roommates. as corny as it sounds.
I live on the first floor of a wonderful apartment in Campus Village christened Disneyland (“the happiest place on UCI”), occupied with about 2 girls and a pet, situated at the heart of our evergreen...