i was just reading a short novel called “My Kid Sister” and there was a scene where it talked about how the mom took her daughter to the park everyday after school/work.

It gave me the sudden urgency to jot it down because it made me reminisce the late afternoons when my parents used to take me and my little brother (he was probably 4 or 5 yrs old) to the park after picking him up from pre-school. I miss the days when my dad was free to do anything with us at any time of the day. I miss having family days like that. I remember so clearly how excited I would be every time mom and dad find a new park to take us to. Although there weren’t that many that they took us to, every visit felt just as new as the first.

I miss taking care of my little brother when he was that young. We connect really well now, but on a different level. I miss his innocence as a toddler because now, he’s just a macho boy with an alpha male attitude -__-. lol, i love him.

I want to retire my parents so badly already. That day is going to come soon, it has to and I will do anything i can to accomplish that.

I want to take my parents somewhere. I want to take them on a quick trip… hmm.. huntington library maybe?

I want to do all the same for my children when I have my own family. I can’t wait until i teach them all the things my parents have taught me while growing up.

I hope I’m going to be a good Mom =)